Sunday, September 4, 2011

erasing you from my friends list because i'm so tired

I can see I did a lot of rantings in my past posts but I couldn't help it.

You know what, I'm just sick of some people who are so insensitive about other people's feeling. Don't f*cking tell me you are just kidding because I've had enough of it!
First you are talking about my appearance and now you are comparing me? OMG. How angel you can be, my dear? I'm so damn sorry because I'm not as pretty as our other friends. I'm sorry if you are embarrassed to have me as your friends. Really I am. I know I am not gorgeous, not fabulous and I'm not even close to beautiful. You don't even think of my feeling when you do that, do you? Maybe you do. I bet you are too dense then because if you are not, then you won't talk to me like that like I'm some kind of ugly doll on display which waiting to be insulted. I might be laughing and smiling but my heart is crying and breaking and I'm the only who knows and feels everything. Thank you so much for 'respecting' me, 'FRIENDS' .

Last but not least, I am so disappointed and I don't lie when I say I'm crying over this issue again and again. About me and KPOP. I can see people updating their status on facebook saying 'people like me' is like a sinner, we forget our God etc. You even categorize 'people like me'. What 'people like me'? People who likes KPOP? Do you have fun mocking me in your status? Do you? If you do, I'm glad then. Really,guys, how insensitive you can be? Don't tell me it's not for me, it's for all, because I would be stupid if I don't know you are talking about me. If I write here what some people have written on their facebook I think it would tell right away who wrote those, wouldn't it? No, I don't have any intentions to embarrassed anyone neither make them hate me. It's enough me alone getting hurt. I don't lie when I say I cried so many times over this. People can't just accept, respect and be happy with me and my liking. I'm tired of this. Really I do.

2 comments:

adibah said...

Just smile and say "nobody's perfect, same goes to you.." fuck to them~

Farah Alias said...

diorg tak sedar diri weh diorg pun tkperfect. true. f*ck them!